A few weeks ago I decided that i was going to train to run a half marathon. I am in a place in my life that I don’t feel like I have anything interesting about myself. That my hobbies aren’t anything that sets me apart from anyone else. I have always found running therapeutic and cleansing and although I have some issues with my arches, I want to do this.
I have been slowly running more and more over the last couple weeks but I have a lot of other stuff going on in my life right now. But that is not an excuse. I am doing this.
I have signed up for the End Of The Summer Fun Run, which is at the end of August and then I have also signed up for the Bubble Run that is in mid September. I am saving to buy some new running shoes soon. Shoes that actually fit my feet correctly and I am hoping that my arches will no longer be an issue when I run
More running updates to come!
This is the first post on this blog . I decided to create this blog because I find quite often I am plagued with overwhelming thoughts and emotions and it can become too much to deal with on my own. I have tried writing it down in a journal but that has always proven to be short lived and unsuccessful. When it comes to the journal, its not that I find writing in it to be therapeutic but that, for whatever reason, that my great great grandchildren will find it tucked away somewhere and think that its this fascinating book about someone 100 years ago. But… not every journal is Anne Frank’s diary… and I have my doubts that mine will be anywhere close to that.
However, I do find that writing down my thoughts does help my sort them out. I tend to talk to myself out loud, like I have having a conversation with another person. Like sometimes I imagine that someone else is there; that someone asked me a question about something and I just answer back like there is a person there. It sounds insane, and to be honest, when I get really into talking to myself, I will snap out of it and feel like an absolute crazy person. But it’s okay, I don’t worry that I am crazy for too long, because I know there isn’t really anyone there. Sometimes I do it just to pass the time and voice something I have really been thinking about, or to play out a situation in my head.
I swear when I do get old, I am going to be nuts.
Well right now, besides blogging, I am writing practice essays for the NU essay in a couple weeks. I feel that if I write out a couple of them that it will make the stress of not knowing what the prompt is, a little less stressful. But I do know that this is just my way of trying to control a situation that I do not have control over. But, you know, that is just who I am.
I always think its cool people who can write books and be published. I mean, I know that anyone can be published but to actually have your book sell, that is very cool.
Maybe I could write a book. Maybe mu great great grandkids will read this blog.
Eh. Probably not.
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